Thursday 20 October 2022

But ...

The honest man keeps his own counsel and refuses to share.
A letter is a living soul, a faithful echo of the spoken voice.
Paraphrased Balzac wisdom that on first reading strikes you enough you return to cast your eye over again, and then again to take note of, only to a moment later, as the mind still churns them over, want to add 'but'.
But...the honest man is doubted.
But...an echo can only be heard if the spoken voice is known.
But...the honest man might be using his honesty to work towards immoral rewards.
But...the echo, if heard, though it might be faithful to the spoken voice might be speaking lies.
But...
The buts continue to interrupt, refuse to accept the face value of the words; for, didn't Balzac set out to prove with his Human Comedy cycle, and indeed prove it, that each mortal has its own ways, of living, of loving, of being both moral and immoral; that no human is entirely one or the other, and that every human can be, many without realising it, duplicitous and contradictory.

Picture credit: Portrait of Balzac in his Famous Dressing Gown, Louis Boulanger (source: Wikipedia).

Journal entry, September 2021. See Old Man Goriot by HonorĂ© de Balzac (Penguin Classics 2011)