Pain,
mild, moderate or severe, has a curious way of blotting out thoughts,
actions, past or present; of displacing information, the essential,
the researched, the trivial; of blurring recollections, the new, the
aged; of fogging the brain; of revealing traits usually
self-contained. It lets in however dark fears and vague surmises;
reduces the body to a malfunctioning machine; and turns the outside
into an even more scary and 'utterly alien place.' All that remains
is a patch of sky framed by four windows.
Picture credit: Sky Study, c. 1869, Edgar Degas (source: WikiArt)
Quote
from The Rings of Saturn (I) by W. G. Sebald.
From
journal, September 2023.