Thursday, 30 May 2019

Game Over

A man in his sixties strode, with a purposely gait, from the pavement onto the road and into the path of the traffic that flowed as if like Jesus he was walking on water, and therefore expected these seas to part. There was no pause, no minute yet identifiable hesitation, not even a look left and right; he just walked. The traffic didn't stop nor did any drivers angrily beep their horns or yell out of hastily rolled-down windows, so untouched he made it to the other side and without a look back carried on down the High Street, obviously not struck by his lucky escape from serious injury or death.
His body could have been ploughed into, thrown up into the air to land on a wind shield and bounce off, to then roll off a bonnet and be driven over, and finally to lie scraped, bleeding and broken on the tarmacked surface. And that's the worst case scenario. I can't tell you what injuries he might have had had that occurred as I'm no medic but I think they would have been either life-threatening or life-changing.
It may not have gone like that, of course. Drivers may have taken avoiding action, thereby causing serious injuries to themselves or to other innocent bystanders. The walker himself may still have escaped unharmed or with only minor cuts and scratches, yet through his thoughtless deed left a trail of beaten up bodies and cars. The emergency services on their way, the sirens already wailing in the background.
I, a law-abiding and safe-conscious citizen, had watched this miracle, of fortune and stupidity, unfold whilst waiting for the green man to appear, which he duly did some time after that risky strategy had been played out and others too had crossed less dangerously but still not when it was entirely safe.
Nobody these days can afford to wait, it seems. Even their own life (or that of others) isn't precious enough. Drivers, too, are not altogether blameless. Some don't slow if they can and will clip a jaywalker deliberately, thinking it's just desserts for crossing when they shouldn't. Maybe it is? But incidents have a erratic habit of spiralling to become nasty accidents. Is it fair that witnesses get drawn into a road-spat? This ongoing war of swear words, impolite gestures and potential mangled bodies...I think not.
Gaming has made us seem like skittles to be knocked down; like animated figures gunned down, blown up, with more lives to lose than we need. And where if you don't get back up it doesn't matter, a brand new (and unhurt) version of you will appear; where wounds magically heal and leave no scars, no physical suffering, no trauma.
Gamers hide behind these self-cloned armies, killing, maiming, car-chasing or using them as missiles, slashing with knives, so in time (and if played obsessively) the sanctity of life is disrespected, which could cross over to reality. Could. I don't know; I've never been a gamer, but isn't it plausible that in some individuals it could warp the brain? Make real life seem like a game?
Which it is. But on a grander, more intricate scale. Where choices and actions have far greater and far reaching consequences. And where people are more dandelion-like: wispy and cobweb-fine compared to their resilient humanoid equivalents, though the players living life might think otherwise. Or even believe the only part of themselves that could be mortally wounded is their pride.
There's a level of violence accepted in gaming which, in my opinion, has transmitted itself to our cities, our streets; but where violence might seem justified in a game, here, in actuality it's not. Ever. No act, random, premeditated, or unthinkingly committed is meaningless. It will cut someone metaphorically speaking, cause pain, grief and tears. Loss. Is our consciousness becoming that numb? Unfeeling?
I don't think so and I hope not. And yet there's not just violence done unto others, but a disregard for ourselves that seems, to me, almost virus-like i.e. contagious. Copy-cats of each other, and in what seems like minor trifling ways since it's now so normalised that nobody tuts, bats an eyelid or admonishes. What's one more life?

Picture credit: Lemmings, White Wilderness, a Disney Nature Documentary

All posts published this year were penned during the last.