A
man sits in shade with his eyes closed, not thinking and not doing
anything, just sitting and enjoying the autumn sun and yet miles
away. You might think if you chanced upon him he was resting from his
labours – a spot of gardening maybe, a bit of weeding, a bit of
hoeing, raking leaves and lawn mowing possibly – for he has the
look of a gardener and his apparel hints that might be the case:
lightweight shirt and trousers, both bit a bit creased and
dirt-soiled, especially the elbows and knees, a sturdy pair of dusty
brown loafers and a straw hat with a black band, but if any of these
suppositions are true then they weren't done from pleasure, but duty.
That
much I do know about this unnamed man. Though I don't know his
character or him personally.
I wouldn't be able, for instance, to recommend him as sound or wise
or provide a reference as to his nature, nor an accurate account of
his life.
No,
but if I chanced across him as you did, I would be able to state with
some firmness that he wasn't the type to undertake physical labour as
a paid occupation. He doesn't mind doing it when it needs to be done
but it wouldn't have been his life's work. His is the mind of order,
and that extends to property – that he's the sole carer of and in
possession of – although his frame doesn't often lend itself to
these particular tasks. Still, he's not one to shirk and he'll give
anything a go, knowing it's more satisfying to use the body rather
than engage someone else's sweat and muscle.
Let
the mind wander, could well be his motto at such times, and which he
will have employed to good effect on many occasions. He might even
think of himself as a leaner, better educated and not so discontented
Mr Polly, who is whiling away his remaining years, which others, if
he himself drew this comparison, would dispute because he seems the
very opposite embodiment of Alfred Polly; and yet something in
Polly's character appeals to him on some whimsical level.
But
right now, as you've observed, he's sitting quite peacefully in front
of a whitewashed wall and in the shade of some shrubbery and
apparently not (as far as you can tell) thinking; you're close enough
to see his brow is unlined, his eyelids aren't fluttering and his
chest moves at a sedate and steady pace. Each rise and fall a long
count of three as if in the role of seeker in a game of hide and seek
before proclaiming 'Here I come, ready or not.' But as he's not
(we've assumed) thinking I'll assume he won't be counting either, so
that this is just a relaxed posture of well-being which to you, the
beholder, presents itself as a delightful picture, because even
though his left leg is crossed over his right and his arms are neatly
folded suggesting tension in his wiry frame, he seems entirely at
ease.
At
enough ease to be spied upon at any rate, for I'm almost certain he
feels your sweeping gaze. His is not the countenance of a man asleep;
no, he is very much awake and present in his surroundings though his
eyes, shaded by the brim of his hat, are fully closed. The shutters
down as if the sun were too fierce, when the light has only a muted
brightness and doesn't glare or shimmer as on a hot summer's day.
You,
I think, have reached the same conclusion as I that he's listening –
to the gentle wind rustling leaves and to the flutings of birds –
and is sitting upright, rather than slouching, to appreciate its
quality as if it were a recital by a symphony orchestra. Perhaps on
other occasions he faintly hums along, but then nature has a vast
repertoire of tunes so that the same notes heard are rarely in the
same arrangement that he thought so sublime; it will be easily
surpassed by another.
His
position then, if we follow these presumptions through, is that of an
participatory audience member for he has provided his own means - a
chair from inside has been brought outside, and he has attempted to
make himself comfortable by removing his jacket and casually draping
it over its back – in order to, for a moment, feel at one with the
world.
Picture credit: The Gardener Vallier, Paul Cezanne