Thursday 28 January 2021

It's Hard to Explain

There is an underrated film I can watch again and again and again, as much as for the story as for the soundtrack. In younger days that film used to be
Grease or the Labyrinth with their sing along, viewer pleasing tunes. And later Dirty Dancing. All popular films, all considered classics, the one I'm about to extol the virtues of less so, and less grown tired of. Much less so for there's nothing virtuous about it, though it must have some sort of cult following for in the last few years it has been televised repeatedly. And less tired of because it doesn't have that quality where watching it too much will ruin it for me. This is no high school romance or coming of age, this is grittier. This is the dark side of Hollywood, where personalities are split between day and night. Between legit and illegitimate. Between love and vengeance. Between attraction and impossible love. Between an attraction that can't go anywhere, for there are other factors at play, and a love that is then impossible as the film progresses. This is dangerous stuff, full of adult entanglements. This is the territory of crazy happy moments and crushing disappointment; of disillusionment: you can't be both, the good and the bad guy.
It wouldn't be true or fair to say these films have nothing in common with each other or in my liking of them, for I'm sure if I thought long and hard enough about them I'd find some common ground, perhaps some similarities. Even so it's hard to explain why I'm drawn to this yet to be named film. Because it's violent; it's bloody. And morally, well, it shakes you as it shakes the foundations of the anti-hero. The moral line gets confused, the moral line gets crossed, and once crossed the choices made have to be followed through on. There is no going back. There's a spiral effect, so that an understated man already doing wrong has to do more wrong. To correct, to balance, to pay back the wrongs others have done by committing further and more violent wrongs himself. His moral code is screwed up. But life has traps, and sometimes to get out of those traps the windows of morality have to be broken. For one to be saved, another has to be hunted.
This film is Drive.
Where Ryan Gosling is at his best. As the quiet, calm in every situation, toothpick chewing Driver. Who knows his skill lies in driving and makes no apology for exploiting it, but nor is he boastful. This is not a man with an ego on display, this is a man with a purpose. He says little, speaking only when words need to be spoken. His driving does the talking; his fists, like his mouth, talk only when necessary: when he's protecting his neighbour (and love interest), Irene, and when he's the loose end driving around.
The character of Driver is the film. There's something about him. There's something inside him (and yes, I pinched that from the soundtrack) that you as the viewer want to understand, but you never can. He's a mystery, an enigma. Cool and sure, or at times, in the presence of Irene, seeming nervy, and in others cool and capable of violence, of spilling blood. He's obviously not passionless as otherwise Irene wouldn't bring out the protector in him, nor Shannon his sense of loyalty, and yet there are barriers. He can seem distant, detached, expressionless. In certain situations he holds back something of himself.
It should be a gloomy film; it's not. Though I don't know why that is...perhaps because the portrayal of Driver is so interesting. He doesn't have to do what he does, but he does. Is he a lesser man because he does? Or would he be a lesser man if he didn't? I'm as torn as him. But is he torn though? It's hard to tell just as it is hard to explain my own condoning of his actions. These are not his battles. Irene's husband is the start of trouble and all the problems that then subsequently follow. Love takes him down this road; love makes the darker side of his personality show itself. And yet somehow his reasoning doesn't seem wrong. This is what had to be done. Irene's reaction to this other side of him: his brutality, his coldness is understandable but comes across as ungrateful also. Like Sarah in the Labyrinth, she seems to lack awareness of all that Driver has done for her. Whereas Driver doesn't seem to realise why she should be so alarmed by his actions. There was always going to be consequences; there was always going to be a leave-taking. The attraction was always going to be hard to explain.

Picture credit: Drive movie poster 2011

Written November 2019.